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Friday, February 24, 2006

Nine Parts of Desire

Phenomenal one-woman show by Heather Raffo that I saw at the Berkeley Rep last night.

I woke up this morning with the voices of the characters chanting around me. A doctor delivers babies with no heads, or two heads. Finds breast cancer in 9-year olds. Umm Reydah points to the walls of the Al-Amariyah bomb shelter, plastered with melted skin and hair from her children, boiled alive when US bombs sliced open hot water pipes. A woman fishes shoes out of a river. An Iraqi exile in London downs whisky to drown memories of torture. An artist turns her body into a living testament, a defiant, seductive affirmation of life, for all the women who have vanished.

Thursday, February 23, 2006

Nairobi Slam Report

This piece ran in today's Pambazuka News,
which reaches over 100,000 subscribers a week. I'm now writing a weekly column for Pambazuka, on the intersections of art and politics connected to Africa. You can get it in your inbox, free, every week - just sign up here.

HUNGRY FOR LIVE POETRY: NAIROBI'S FIRST POETRY SLAM

"What can poetry do?"

The question is so blunt and large, I don't know what to reply. But there's a mic in my face, a TV camera running, a journalist from Citizen TV waiting for my response. We're on the staircase leading up to Nairobi's Club Soundd. Above us, the final open mic poets are sharing their work in a space crammed with 300 people. The air crackles with the electricity of Nairobi's just-concluded first-ever poetry slam.

I say: "We just saw, upstairs, in the last 2 hours, what poetry can do. Poetry lets us see and feel what we numb ourselves against in everyday life. The full spectrum of being human – from ecstatic joy to burning rage to acute grief. Poetry allows us to break silence around what scares us most – whether it's HIV, or poverty, or political repression, or being left by our lover. Poetry moves us from paralysis into action. Poetry connects us to each other, invites us into each other's reality, makes us larger, more alive, in the world."

Club Soundd is one of Nairobi's newer bar / restaurant / nightclub venues, opened six months ago by Luai, charming entrepreneur of Lebanese heritage. His dream is to cre"""ate a space that nurtures arts and culture, while it draws people in to kick back with a beer in front of the large-screen TVs. He generously hosts the monthly open mic readings of Kwani, Nairobi's explosive literary organization, and hangs the red walls with original work from local artists. On the TV screens tonight, Ivory Coast plays Nigeria in the semi-finals of the Africa Cup of Nations. Tough act for poets to compete with.

"Get Ready To Slam" said Kenya's Daily Nation 3 days ago. "Poetry Slam at Club Soundd" trumpeted another article. Journalists love the word "slam" . It's short, punchy, visceral, action-packed. Yet of the 300 people who showed up at Club Soundd, perhaps only half-a-dozen had any idea what they were in for. The rest were there because of the buzz, word-of-mouth and media-generated, that something exciting was going to happen tonight.

"What is Slam Poetry?" I was asked in interview after interview. "What is Spoken Word? How is it different from normal poetry?"

"Spoken word and slam poetry are NOT different from "regular" poetry," I insisted. "They simply reclaim poetry as an oral tradition, communicated live, through the voice and the body. Africa is where spoken word, the oral tradition, began. A poetry slam is a game, a device, to get people interested in poetry. Human beings love competitions. Slam in the US revived poetry as a vital, explosive, grassroots arts movement that everyone could be a part of. In a slam, poets perform their original work, without props, costumes or accompaniment, to a 3-minute time limit. Judges are selected from the audience, and they score the poets, Olympic-style, from 1 – 10, based on content and performance. The top-scoring poet at the end of the night is the winner."

When Kwani? first invited me to feature at their open mic on my upcoming trip to Nairobi, I threw out the idea of hosting a poetry slam. They leapt on it eagerly, and before I knew it, we were planning Nairobi's First Ever Poetry Slam. I was initially wary about how it would go down – was it an appropriate form for the Nairobi scene? Would the competition intimidate rather than encourage, new voices?

"Your job," I told the poets who'd signed up to compete, "is to have the best time of your life. Don't get hung up on the scores, or the audience response. The moment you get on the stage, you've already won. Just by being there. By showing everyone in the room that they too, can share their creative voice with the world."

At the start of the night, we're worried that we only have 3 people signed up to slam. And we're concerned about the turnout; my performance at the Carnivore, 4 days ago, drew a disappointingly small audience. We're hoping the city centre location, low cover charge of Ksh. 50, and press coverage in the last few days, will bring people in tonight.

By 8pm, when we close the slam list, there are 13 poets on it. Several more arrive in the next few minutes, too late to add to the list, but we promise them a place in the open mic reading. People are pouring in; all the seats are taken. They are sitting on the floor, on the edge of the stage, on each other's laps, standing shoulder-to-shoulder in the bar at the back. I have never seen this in Kenya before – a space filled with people of every ethnicity, generation, socioeconomic background, hungry for something new, something they can't get from TV, video, surfing the web, something that feeds their souls and imaginations.

If we needed confirmation that we're breaking new ground here, the media presence supplies it. There are two TV crews in the house – from KTN and Citizen TV. Journalists from the Daily Nation, the Kenya Times, BBC Africa. After the slam, when they interview me, almost all of them will tell me that they, too, write poems. A couple will show me their work. Share the secret longing to be heard. Tell me they thought about signing up for the slam, but weren't quite ready. Next time, however………

The slam begins. We hear love poems. Break-up poems. Political poems. A poem that explores the meaning of manhood. A rhythmic tribute to the heroes of Kenya's war of independence. A scathing indictment of poetry as useless – in the form of a poem! One poet comes out as HIV-positive, to a room of 300 strangers, in a poignant letter to his parents, infused with love and regret. Another does a hilarious improvised riff on the Ivory Coast – Nigeria football match, still running on the TV screen in the bar. I am especially happy that over 50% of the poets are women. I've been told by dozens of women in the US that they would love to perform their work, but are intimidated by their male-dominated local slams.

The audience is beside itself. They yell, cheer, clap, howl for their favourite poets, boo the judges when the scores are low. No football crowd, no rock concert crowd, could be more engaged, more enthusiastic.

One of my old friends, who stood in the back all night because the place was so jammed, sends me an SMS that night: "I was amazed and enlightened. I never knew poetry could be like that. To me, "poetry" was what we studied in school."

The word I hear most often afterwards is: Inspired.

"I was so inspired."
"That was so inspiring."
"I want to be in the next slam."
"I want to bring everyone I know to the next slam."

The poet who read about being HIV-positive comes up to take my hand. We both have tears in our eyes, a silent tribute to the power of what happened tonight. Another man tells me he wanted to sign up for the slam, but was afraid:

"I am Ugandan. I was scared to speak in a room full of Kenyans. When I heard your poems about being Indian, I thought: Next time, I will do it."

Kwani sells out of copies of its latest issue. Luai, the Club Soundd owner, says to me:
" I am so happy. This crowd is what Kwani has been working for, what they deserve."

It's only the beginning. What can poetry do, right now, in Kenya? Create community. Break open deathly silences. Give people a platform to share their deepest joys and fears. Open a space for dissent, debate, discussion, education, around everything from safe sex to constitutional reform. Make us larger, braver, more joyful, more contentious. Push us to engage with the world around us, capture it in language, work that language to its most beautiful and powerful distillation, pour it out like water for the thirsty. Inspire us to trust our own intelligence and passion, our hunger for art that is real and hard and truthful; messy and complex and bloody. Above all, art that is ours. Trust that our own voices are the thick grain, the juicy greens, we have been hungry for.

return to back alley butchery

The State Legislature of South Dakota has just approved a bill to ban most abortions. The goal is to trigger a legal battle over the 1973 Roe-v-Wade ruling, in which the US Supreme Court established that governments lacked the power to prohibit abortions.

The bill calls for jail sentences of five years for doctors who perform abortions, even in cases where the woman has been raped, her health is threatened, or she became pregnant in an incestuous relationship.

Every year, around the world, over 200,000 women die of unsafe, back-alley abortions. Obviously, the fundamentalist Christians who sponsored this bill don't place women's lives on a par with fetus lives. Or the lives of the 5 million Iraqi children who died every month under US-led sanctions on a par with the hypothetical lives of unborn Americans.

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

guantanamo

Imagine there were 500 Americans in Guantanamo. White Americans.

Shackled, hooded, chained to the floor, forced to stand 24 hours a day, urinated on, tortured with deafening sound, blinding lights, for 2 days at a stretch.

Does that make you uncomfortable? Like something should be done? Like it shouldn't be happening? Or, like me, do you just not believe it would ever be allowed to happen to white Americans?

craving

Cadbury crunch chocolate. I'm writing a piece about the poetry slam I hosted in Nairobi, and it's evoking Nairobi smells and tastes.

Cadbury Crunch was my favorite chocolate growing up. Chocolate was a once-a-month treat. A small 100g bar, bought from K & A Supermarket, near Nairobi's old Post Office, after school. Shared out in the car, 2 squares each, between my two sisters and me, with 4 squares carefully saved for Mum and Dad. One of my fantasies, as a child, was to have an entire bar of chocolate all for myself. The smallest size of course - anything larger would have been unimaginable gluttony.

Like most childhood fantasies, when it finally happened, it wasn't the ecstasy I'd anticipated. Even now, as an adult chocoholic, chocolate is always an experience to be shared.

Once I left Kenya, I never found Cadbury Crunch anywhere else. It's still sold in Nairobi, but not in the UK or US. When I go home, it's the one unhealthy thing I eat. I pig out on unlimited mangoes, avocadoes, pawpaws, my parents' Gujurati cooking, guzzle green coconut milk - and gnaw on squares of Cadbury Crunch.

Tuesday, February 21, 2006

Paranoia

Actors in a British film about Guantanamo were held and questioned by British police at Luton airport on their way back from the Berlin Film Festival. One of them was asked if he intended to make any more "political" films.

A few months ago, I was asked to perform at EKTA's fundraiser for survivors of the India-Pakistan earthquake. It was at UC Berkeley's Wheeler Auditorium. 3 days before the event, the organizers called me and said the UC administration needed all the performers to have event liability coverage. This is pretty unheard of - the venue has its own liability insurance that should cover all the events that take place in it. When I said I didn't, the venue demanded that I, and all the other performers, sign an Oath of Allegiance.

I do solemnly swear (or affirm) that I will support and defend the Constitution of the United States and the Constitution of the State of California against all enemies, foreign and domestic; that I will bear true faith and allegiance to the Constitution of the United States and the Constitution of the State of California; that I take this obligation freely, without any reservation or purpose of evasion; and that I will well and faithfully discharge the duties upon which I am about to enter.

A blatant case of racial profiling. Auditorium full of brown people equals terrorist threat. Somehow, I doubt the same demand would have been made of a fundraiser for a disaster in Israel or Europe. I signed the oath because I didn't want to let the organizers down at the last minute. And because it was so ludicrous, it called for stand-up comedy rather than the energy of serious protest.

Yeah, I was planning to blow up Wheeler Auditorium, but now I've signed an Oath of Allegiance, I'm kinda conflicted about it.....


We raised over $52,000 for earthquake relief.

Monday, February 20, 2006

small white flowers

that smell like heaven, in the bouquet my friend Vivek brought me yesterday. A scent in-between gardenias and frangipani. I think they may be hyacinths, but I'm not sure. Each time I walk by them on our dining room table, I take long sniffs, as if they were a bath I could sink into.

Welcome to Paradise

short novel I just finished, by Moroccan writer, Mahi Binebine. Perfect antidote to self-pity, and overprivileged angst. A shock of cold water, yanking me back to the reality of all those who would kill, or risk death, for the luxury of my 16-hour life-of-a-full-time-artist days.

sluggy slug

a children's book by Chris Rachska. About a slug who will not move, no matter what threats or enticements are offered. That's me today - supremely unmotivated.



Don't wanna do my taxes.
Don't wanna do my email.
Don't wanna start the piece that's due in 48 hours.
Don't wanna follow up business cards and action items from my trip.
Don't wanna work on Migritude.
Don't wanna think about Migritude.
Don't wanna exercise.

All I want to do is curl up in a big squishy armchair, in a pool of sunlight, eat chocolate hazelnut torte, drink tea, read Kate Atkinson's latest book, and doze off intermittently.

Sunday, February 19, 2006

there's a kind of tired

when even your eyelashes feel heavier. And you'd dislocate your jaw if you yawned any wider.

Each rehearsal for Vienna is just a glimpse into a whole universe of work to be done before we get there. I could immerse myself in this and nothing else for the next 20 days, and it still wouldn't be enough.
 
         
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