best thing about confused body clock

is that it gets you out of bed at 4am with no effort whatsoever.

I realized a few minutes ago that I leave for Vienna in just over 3 weeks. Barely enough time to catch up on my backlog. And maybe I should just keep my body on European time for the next 3 weeks :-)

It's funny - I've worked so long for exactly this kind of life. The life of a touring, performing artist, doing her work on international stages. Now that it's here, I feel woefully unprepared. I imagine other touring artists being much more on top of things, but that's probably just a fantasy.